In the early Spring of 1967
my father returned from a business trip to San Francisco sporting a lavender
Nehru jacket, wide-stripe, brown on beige elephant bells and improbably pointy,
jet-black Beatle-boots. A massive, golden Peace symbol hung from the heavy rope
of cheap beads around his neck and what appeared to be ruffled cuffs protruded
from his sleeves, accentuating an array of mood rings that might have shamed
Liberace.
Dad had been out west for several weeks
helping the State of California set up an Arts Council - a job which
necessitated rubbing elbows with artists and entertainers – and had spent an
evening at the Fillmore Auditorium in the company of Bill Graham to see Wildflower,
an entirely forgotten group of the moment that neither of us had ever heard of.
He brought us each a copy of
Wildflower's debut album, which we viewed with contempt and never
bothered to play.
Had my brother and I been aware of the
concept of the “midlife crisis”, we might have recognized the onset of this
condition and regarded Dad's sudden transformation more charitably, but, to a
pair of aspiring hippies itching to let their hair grow over their oxford
collars, the old man's new ensemble was ridiculous and vaguely threatening.
Even before the Summer of Love we knew there was something in the air and Dad's
impending embrace of our nascent culture was simply not acceptable.
Nonetheless, an aura of permissiveness
and experimentation accompanied Dad's transformation: he bought a massive wok
and took up ethnic cuisine, invited other grown-ups in bell bottoms to parties
where they listened to Wildflower and played Twister, and generally ignored my
brother and me as we stumbled and poked our way around the periphery of the Age
of Aquarius.
The real crises may have arisen the
following year when Dad just as suddenly gave up exotic food and spices –
including ginger and soy sauce - because, according to my mother, they reminded
him of Hippies. He derided Hubert
Humphrey and Gene McCarthy, the candidates of his Minnesota roots, as
“pantywaists” and announced his intention to vote for Richard Nixon. He bought
a fifty gallon drum of Paraquat and began spraying. He put Lester Lanin and
Percy Faith back on the hi-fi and generally ignored my brother and me as we
contemplated marching on Washington and Wall Street.
Given the date of death for each of my
parents – if we go strictly by the numbers here – my own midlife crisis must
have occurred in 1992, when I was 37. After years of grim solitude and enforced
bachelorhood I quite suddenly met and married my wife, Suzanne, acquiring in
one fell swoop an instant family in the form of our daughter, Zinzi and a
magnificent two-year-old golden retriever named Ryster. I sold the cream-puff,
1964 Mercury Comet, bought a house and started worrying about a college fund. I
created a feeble resume and applied for a job in the admissions department of
the Portland School of Art, for which I submitted to an equally feeble and
ultimately fruitless interview. We've been married, for better or worse, ever
since.
And that's it. No torrid affairs, no
Lamborghini, no walk on the wild side. No cerise Mohawk, nose ring or tiny
tattoo. No conversion to Bookmanism or Judaism. No skinny jeans, no beret, not
even a spaniel; we've had four more goldens since Ryster. Of course, what with
the much touted longevity available through modern medicine, the best may be
yet to come and it's remotely possible that I haven't reached mid life yet.
I'll try to keep you posted, but I think you'll know it when you see it.....
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